Dear to the one who got away

Love is a funny story between us. The more I think about us. The more it started to hurt and annoyed, knowing the fact i could never have that first kiss. Never get a chance to hold you in my arms. Never get a chance to share a least one good happiness. You were the light to everything that was surrounded me. But I guess every happiness doesn't end always with a happy ending. Maybe I have went to fall with is or like you a little to much than a normal woman should. Can you blame me for the way that I've feel? I have been hurt and lost faith on happiness until I met you. When I met you, you made me believe that there are some good guys in this crazy world we live in. Someone like you have showen me that I can be just myself around. I don't have to hide anything around you. You have accept like no other would. You accept me through my bad and my worst days. Even thought I don't look my best. You will still said "You are beautiful to me" For that I am grateful that I've met you. No matter how crazy and funny psychoic I get. You will join with me by acting like me. Now, those days are gone. All I have is memories of a great awesome guy that show me how to have fun again. We had to go on our separted ways. We have to live our life now. But I will always rememeber the stories and secerts we had share along the way. Go on with you life and be the better person you were meant to be. I'll never forget you love. Remember this, I will support you from afar.

Love

Love is one thing, and hate is another. Seeking for that true love is a fairy tale to believe. Thinking you are too young or too native to fallen love. Why us human have soft feelings for another expect us women. Why can't us women be strong and forgot the ones we love that had broken our hearts. You will sit and wonder would he ever come back different. As a change person who want start something new. Why can't mens be that emotional and romantic sometimes as us womens. Say hey I love you and i always will. Why can't we to forget him and  want to dislike him, but you cant. I want someone who can fill that empty hole. That hole where someone had left it for good. Like a family member or a true friend that had died. You want that feeling  back where you want to be in a fairy tale or you want to be happy with him. You wish you were strong enough to just leave him be. Do the things you wanted it to do. But as you try to move on, you remember those good times that you have spent with him. But as you think about those good times that yall spent together, it will make you wonder what happen between the good times and bad times? And if your true love had broken your heart by another female. You can hate him so much, but deep down inside you are hurting so badly. Once you move on and find a better man who is whole lot better than the one who broke your heart. That same guy wants you back after he left you for another. You will build up the courage and tell that same guy to stick it where there is no sunshine or something like that. You will not be a fool and accept him back. Why? You are giving him a chance to break your heart again and again. He will think that he have control over you. That is one thing all womens should know not to give it and let mens take control when his not your husband. So dont let mens take control of your life or your feelings either. My Daddy once told me that if you take your time to find a guy, you will end up finding the right one. So be patience and God will find the one you be searching for.

Mr. Right

Finding the right guy to love is hard.  But loving someone is different. It will seem so perfect in every way. Until one day, it will change your relationship. He will stop calling or ignore your phone calls. And if you do call him, it won’t be the same. It will harder and harder each day. You start to wonder what happens between us. Why we not the same anymore. You want to ask him the question, but you are scares of what he might say. But it tearing you apart wondering why it not the same. You stay at night listen to love songs and remising all the good times you two spent together. He is the only love you will every know that had treats you so romantic and make your body feel good. He reaches into u soul and your doubt where kill.  You start to think will you ever love again. Is it true love or just dreams which you need to wake up from? You had waited to find that special one. Wondering if he the one for you. The one complete you in every way you were hurt from the previous relationship you had.  But knowing the feeling will eventually go away as days go by and by. As you start to notice the pieces of clues that are left behind. You start to wonder that little fairy tales that you were having are true good to be real. You don’t call him like you used to. You barely text him every day, the only time you text he is when he text you first. You don’t want the things or the days you two have together. But in reality you two are spilling up every day. It is not the same any more cause you know it will never be the same. Is there a spell that keeping you for seeing the reality that is happen between you?  Love can hurt you in anyway shape or form. We all have weakness to love.  Love is too power to ignore it from relationship to relationship. You know you have lost your way of finding true love. You long to be with him more and more. The more of him separate from you is pushing love for him into hate.  As try to a bigger person and try to move on with your life. You want to put up the phone and call him, but you can’t do it.